Trying and Waiting

For anyone who has not been there you can not understand what it is like to try and to wait. Having a baby is too easy for stupid young kids and too hard for married couples in love. Why is that. How come some people can have a baby so easily and for others it will always be so hard. It is a question I have for God someday. Why? Untill then there is little I can do but wait. Two weeks to know if maybe you are growing inside me and if not another month until... I have no patience for waiting. There is nothing else to say.